Seriously considering joining him in the attempt. I won’t be alone I’ll be succeasful. Just so scared so torn up.
StarryEyed
Someone I thought I could trust, who said he loved me just showed his girlfriend (surprise to me) my self harm and she told my best friend. She took it well but I’ve never felt so betrayed. I was shocked. Still am.
If it comes down to it I know what method I’m taking out of here. It’ll be peaceful. I’ll just drift off.
Been put back in therapy, will this time be any different?
Its easy to remember
How easy it used to be,
Now that you can’t seem
To get back to that;
To who you were
To how you felt.
You can remember
The easy days,
But you can’t remember,
When it changed.
I’m cutting again more than I have before I don’t know if I can or should tell my flatmate
Don’t know if I’m getting better or just pretending to, or if im drowning and in denial.
I’ve been self harming again and my mental health is in decline again but I don’t know whether to tell the doctor or not I don’t want to be put away or something
I haven’t used this site in a really long time. I met someone on here a long time ago he was a good friend for a while. But that was a long time ago too.
Truth is I feel so stuck as I am, not a unique experience I know, but its how I feel. I can’t move on from where my mental health dumped me years ago I thought on meds I might get better. Im ill, unable to work, and am currently on a downward spiral for a few reasons. I don’t know how ill cope with whatever comes next. I’m scared. All […]