I have nobody in this messed up world. Every person I turn too just uses me or takes advantage of me. The one person i loved with my everything, my best friend, my whole life, my mother, passed away on me due to her “drug and alchol addiction”. People tell me” Why aren’t you sad why dont you cry? because i hold it all in! How could i love a mother that tried to kill me?? How could she be my number one and then my whole life falls apart when, my OWNNNN MOTHERRRR tried to KILLLLL me.. I blame myself every single day, how […]