I have decided after 36 years of living that 2025 is going to be the year i finally rid myself of the sadness that has plagued me my entire life.
I have in the past 10 years done EVERYTHING I can to make myself feel better and feel well. I will continue improving myself and my life for the next year also.
If this feeling does not stop and my sadness does not dissipate, I will end my life.