StereoJack1323

Hi SP

Well, If you have read my previous posts, I decided to end it all last year before christmas (Unless I got a job, which I did. But its seasonal and I am in the same position now)
Anyway, I studied a CompTIA A+ certificate which should guarantee me a job. But alas, I would rather be dead than contribute to the sad existence of the modern human race (7billion of one species!?!?!? Fuck off India, China and America. Have you cunts never heard of a contraceptive????(Thats a condom, for example))

But yea, Moving in with my parents this week so they can manage my […]

I realized the other day that when suicide is the only thing on my mind and I am planning everything out, I become happy. Then I give life another go and instant depression. Its weird and annoying to be honest.

But I think the cause of this is a mental disorder (I think I’m bipolar). I haven’t been to a doctor to find out because they will push me on to some drug that I don’t want to go onto because I feel it makes me a fake person. Even if it helps, fuck that. From my experience when someone goes off their anti-depressants they get […]

Hello

Well from my previous post I informed those who read it that towards the end of the year I will use the exit bag method.

I was just wondering what would be really nice music to pass away to. I was thinking about listening to my favorite tracks which is thrash metal and drum and bass orientated. But I was watching a movie the other day and Simon and Garfunkel’s Sound of Silence came on and it was such a nice soothing song. It made me realize I need some more down tempo stuff. Music is a big part of my life it is by far […]

Hello Suicide Project and all its users!

I am here today to confirm my plans. (My typing always seems bright and happy but think of the psychotic clown who decapitates victims with a huge grin and heaps of laughter)

So, nearer to the end of the year I am going to utilize the exit bag method. From the research i have done, I found out it is the most painless and peaceful way to go. Which is awesome. But I need more ideas(suicide creativity) to seal the deal. I’m not asking you guys for ideas. Thats against the sites rules and what-not.

Anyways here is my plan:

Well when I woke up this morning I went onto Yahoo and saw this.

“A distressed woman with a baby was heard yelling into a phone shortly before a pair matching their description plunged to their deaths from an (town) apartment building.

The pair fell from (the building) on (the street) about 5.20pm on Wednesday, police said.

The relationship between the woman and the baby was not yet confirmed.

Police have secured the scene in the swimming pool area of the complex while an investigation is carried out.

The bodies will remain there while examinations continue.

Residents told the (the countries paper) the pair fell from the 26th storey of the […]

Hello everyone

Well this is my first piece of text on this very informative website. I am 21 this year (march). When I was 16 I somehow (still to this day I don’t know how) got my first girlfriend and being young and naive , I didn’t care what kind of girl she was (quite promiscuous). Turns out she only spoke to me because a lot of the girls in my high school thought I was very handsome, which is awesome, but you need speech to be able to put that to any use. Anyways, she cheated on me a lot and I didn’t want to […]