This is the first Halloween of my life I spend alone. No friends, no girl…just me. Alone.
I fear for Thanksgiving. And Christmas. How will all of these holidays work out? Personally, I just can’t wait for the new year. A new year is a new beginning, I hope.
Someone email me. I’m not suicidal…I guess…but I’m alone. I need someone.
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Happy halloween…I guess.
I saw her today. It sparked too much. I’m going to die tonight.
If not tonight, then tomorrow night. Or the night after. But I’m killing myself. With rope.
My story will never be finished now and I have her to blame for it.
Don’t try, people. Just don’t.
Since she left me for an older man.
I should be able to get over her a lot faster than I am, but I’m not. And really I just need someone to talk to.
So I’m begging anyone out there around my age (19) to email me and just talk/listen. I need someone who knows what I’m going through to help me through this. And hey I wouldn’t mind meeting a friend.
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Thank you.
-Steve
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