It’s been 5 months now…

you seem like a cool guy, i’ve seen your videos on youtube, and to be honest i have been in your place, do what it takes to get over her and just forget the whole situation, try spending your time with friends that don’t remind you of her or who will have the decency to not mention her, I know how u feel, believe i felt so alone when the same thing happened to me and couldn’t stop thinking about it. but eventually i remembered the good feeling of being single and how the girls around me behaved more flirtacious around me. She is missing out and those type of girls will one day feel the same hurt that she gave to you. Just do anything possible to forget her, dont listen to songs that will remind you of her and try to spend more time with friends even friends that are girls or girls you dont even talk to.