That describes my life(if it can be called that)right now. I think Im having a total breakdown. I live with my older brother and cant find a job. We have to vacate the house in 3 days. The couple of stray cats that gave me comfort day to day will probably be put down. And I cant do shit. Thought I had a rental lined up and it was a scam. I just want to die so fucking bad but fear and guilt is the only thing keeping me alive. But what kind of life is that? I just wish God would get me off […]