So we are all on here for a reason right? Right. Either we are thinking of suicide or know some one who offed themselves. Or those random oh so kind hearted strangers who just want to help those of us who feel alone (how nice)..not. Im here because every day i want to die. I want to fell the way it feels to take a last breath. I want to look death in the eye and greet him with a smile. I need more time to build up the courage to pull the trigger. When the bullet and my temple finally meet as forbiden lovers.
I know its bound to happen. But life is ok. So that day is postponed for now.
When i kill myself i want it to seem like an accident so people will feel sorry for me instead of thinking im selfish. Any advice?
Little Suzy why are you so sad
Is it beacause your mom hit you
Or do you just miss your dad
Little Suzy Whens he coming back
He left when you were 4
And never looked back
Little Suzy dont cry
Little Suzy you dont want  to die
No Little Suzy dont say that
You have a life worth living
Little Suzy come back..
I told you the truth
Did you care
did you even listen
did it even affect you
no
you told me
no dont do it
and left it at that
you will be replaced
by the fallen angels
for they speak to me
listen to me
want me near
Thinking of quiting it all.
I guess I should just put it out thereWhen I was 10 I was sexually abused although it wasn’t rape it has always haunted me. I told my mom Nd my stepfather but they didn’t believe me. Then my stepdad started sneaking into my room in the mornings when my mom would go to work. I guess you can figure what he did from there. I would pretend to be asleep so I could tell myself I wasn’t so disgusting enough to let him touch me in all my snsesz I never told m mom about that. It’s not as if she would believe me. […]