Just thinking i guess..

So we are all on here for a reason right? Right. Either we are thinking of suicide or know some one who offed themselves. Or those random oh so kind hearted strangers who just want to help those of us who feel alone (how nice)..not. Im here because every day i want to die. I want to fell the way it feels to take a last breath. I want to look death in the eye and greet him with a smile. I need more time to build up the courage to pull the trigger. When the bullet and my temple finally meet as forbiden lovers.