It all started in 7th grade, when I suddenly stopped caring about school work and only managed to pass classes because my mother contacted my teachers and forced me to salvage my grades. That apathy was the beginning of it all. In 10th grade I experimented with pills and discovered I yearned for the effects they caused. In 11th grade I found a girl who kept me straight. She and I lasted until my first week of college. I absolutely lost my mind when I lost her. When she left it was as if the dam that contained all my depression finally burst. I attempted […]
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stuckfornow
Are we, the ones in insurmountable agony, the ones who are selfish? We yearn for an escape from something that is out of our control, yet “how dare we” be so selfish. Yes, it’s selfish to make others suffer so that we can escape, but it’s selfish of them to bind us to this life we wish to take no part in. It’s selfish of them to make us feel even worse than we already do (if at all possible) for wanting to have that unspeakable freedom. I do believe it’s selfish of me to take what I want without consideration of those I love, […]