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stuckinukandlife

Time to move on – but do I tell my wife?

by stuckinukandlife 1/29/2015

written by stuckinukandlife

Following on from my first post – http://suicideproject.org/2015/01/i-hate-my-fucking-life/

I am now back in the states, basically homeless (living in a hotel atm). I have a lease that I am supposed to be signing next week, but keep thinking about exiting before then and sending all of my money to my mom, brother and soon to be ex-wife (just writing “ex-wife” causes me to break down). That option sounds more logical as I won’t be needing a lease very soon.

I’ve made my decision – It will be the hood. My main decision now, is whether to let my wife know. Obviously she will think it’s a game or cry […]

1/29/2015 9 comments

I hate my fucking life

by stuckinukandlife 1/13/2015

written by stuckinukandlife

I’m so tired of this world and everything in it… I’m 36 years old, my mom has paranoid schizophraenia, my youngest brother was adopted out of my family due to that, my dad tried to kill me when I was young, I was molested for almost 8 years, and these are all of the things I have learned to accept.

No matter what I do in life, I feel like I am constantly starting over and constantly getting shit on. I give up everything I know, in my country and in my life, to move from the states to the UK to be with my wife […]

1/13/2015 14 comments