Before i begin, i would like to state that I’ve had depression long before i got together with my boyfriend. I dont know what to do . I feel like he isnt being honest ever about his ex. you know what hurts the most ? I can see it in his face that he seems to appreciate his horrible relationship with her than with me. this makes me feel beyond terrible. makes me want to hurt myself All i want to do is hurt myself in someway to make myself stop thinking or something. i still dont know why i always feel like doing it […]
Hello everyone. I don’t understand my depression and often times I want to kill myself for being so goddamn fucking stupid and putting my boyfriend through hell. Me and my brother both have clinical depression. This isn’t something that can be fixed with just “positive thinking”. We need our anti-depressents. I hate to say the most cliche thing any depressed person could ever say but I really have always been a lonely person who never could hold a friendship. Kids wouldn’t tease me,They would belittle me. This isn’t what has made me depressed but this has shaped my lack of social skills. This world and […]