I lay awake at night until the fatigue hits. My doctor has taken me off my sleeping medication. I beg my mom to let me take the pills that are left and she refuses. I think about awful thoughts when I lay awake. I think it will be better in the morning, but I know that’s false hope
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suicidesadness
I feel like I would hurt more people by leaving but I’m hurting myself by staying
I would rather kill myself than continue  living with my mentally abusive mother