well its been up and down since i joined this site ,i shared my story , how i was raped , and used , hell im still used by so many of those close to me and it hurts but i lets them cause im hurting myself in the long run.When i joined this site , i had never hurt myself , never tried killing myself , i had only had thoughts about it , i was 14 when i joined up , im now 15 ,16 in 4 months ive tried killing myself twice , and cut myself a few times , ive also […]
well i hoped for a new start and i truly believed it would work , but the same as myself that failed , so im screwed i guess what to do now , well theres one thing in my mind and alot of people wont do it but ive heard about the helium hood method , it looks promising….heres hoping
ight as well start with a smiling face because im pretty sure i wont end the journal with it once ive finished writing all this , well as the title says where to begin , i guess i should start with positive , i managed to draw Ezio Auditore de firenze  even though i think i messed up slightly with the face and hands , but nobodys perfect , at least now i know what to work on which is a positive XD ……trying to think what else is positive , well ive got my birthday in 11 months lol but its going to be […]
ok as ive seen the golden gate bridge mentioned alot on here and a documentary about it called the bridge and it shows people jumping commiting suicide and hitting the water …i really suggest it to watch because it really did make me think about it all , but them it made it tempting to jumping of it myself :/ , so i hear they plan on putting a ‘suicide net’ up to stop people jumping but to be honest the net is planned to only be 6ft wide but if someone truly wanted to jump then a 6ft net wouldnt stop them would it […]