So in seventh grade, a good friend of mine was very very close to ending her own life. At the time, I was extremely close to her and that morning she texted me saying her goodbyes and for helping her through everything. This was all on the bus to school, and at that point I was panicking because I wouldn’t be able to see her as we went to different schools. In my rush, I came to the conclusion that I needed to find help so I found another friend of mine who is also her cousin. We went and talked to the school counselor, […]
I can’t help but feel that everyone around me would be better off with me not here. I don’t seem to be able to do anything right anymore. All I really want to do is help people, but when I do I end up screwing things up.
I know there’s people around me that say they care, but sometimes I can’t help but feel that if I really needed them, they wouldn’t be there. I don’t know what to do.
I haven’t been at this type of a low emotion-wise in about 2 years. The thoughts about ending it all haven’t occurred to me in almost a […]