I’m very depress , I’ve been trying to find the true meaning of life, the reason why I’m here , I love money but then I hate it … I been trying to change my thinking but I have failed while trying, so I give up , yes, all I can think about is death , why is money so important? , why does every situation have to  to involve money , why is not having a job a bad thing , yo really feel like this world isn’t for me , I need help!