my dad was my biggest insperation. he killed himself when i was 9 to suicide. my life hasn’t been easy since then i cut all over my body and now ridden with scars that just remind me of him and what he must have went through. i tried to kill myself but have failed; but tbh’ i think i failed because it’s not 100% the way i want to go and have my family remember me. i want to be at peace and my family to be happy.