I feel like I am being hounded. I have no-one to turn to or talk to. I feel like I have no purpose in life other than to cook brownies for my sister’s film crew or do the laundry for my family or some other menial household chore. I want to end this but haven’t the will to find a purpose outside of what I know. I hate the role I have as my family’s domestic servant. I want out. I have very little money and only a high school education. Getting a job is so hard because I can rarely remember all the stuff […]
I am so tired of being the “problem child”. My mother just told me she thinks she “f***ed up” raising me and that she’s sorry. She thinks I don’t care but the truth is I don’t feel anymore because feeling hurts too much. Too many people have cut me down too often for me to willingly court the possibility again. So, no, I don’t like you, mother, insofar as I actually consider you. But your nagging is driving me to extremes and if it continues much longer, this will be the final semester of my life. Why is it so hard for people to understand […]
Does anyone else know this feeling of being isolated when surrounded by other people? Being all alone despite having so many people around you? I can’t seem to get rid of it. I feel like I’m cut off or distanced from everyone else by an invisible wall. I can’t trust any of them because I don’t know any of them. I want to feel connected to someone. I feel like I can’t reach anyone because I’m not real enough to touch them. Am I alone in this too? I hope nit. I’ve only recently found this site and for the first time I feel like […]