I have been struggling with bipolar disorder since I was twelve years old
I can’t count on my fingers and toes how many times I’ve self-harmed, attempted suicide and been hospitalized.
Lately my thoughts of suicide have grown much more frequent for the first time in years.
I thought with age, these feelings would decrease or maybe even diminish but alas, here I am.
Everyday is a struggle to combat the “voices in my head”.
I wish I weren’t so logical as to combat these thoughts.
I’m exhausted. I just want to sleep forever.