I have been struggling with bipolar disorder since I was twelve years old
I can’t count on my fingers and toes how many times I’ve self-harmed, attempted suicide and been hospitalized.
Lately my thoughts of suicide have grown much more frequent for the first time in years.
I thought with age, these feelings would decrease or maybe even diminish but alas, here I am.
Everyday is a struggle to combat the “voices in my head”.
I wish I weren’t so logical as to combat these thoughts.
I’m exhausted. I just want to sleep forever.
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I know exactly how you feel I struggle with my anxiety disorder and it can somewhat be the same voices , stating that your not good enough or why are you here what’s your purpose. I’m here to tell and encourage you to fight for your life because you are important to me and many others dealing with thoughts of suicide. We all know what it feels like to be happy one minute and want to Off ourselves the next minute. If anyone hasn’t told you that you are special and that they love you today I do!!! 10000% you were made to be here love -Lori ??
I know how you feel. I wake up miserable everyday knowing I have to go work for 9 hours
I thought you recently got fired from a job, Born, did you get a new one or did you have this one before?
i found another one like two days after i got fired from the first. but the chances of me being fired again is high. i hate this job so much
I have also been hospitalized and have attempted suicide.
I been having a very hard time as well.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
I hope to hear more from you.