I have a friend at my school. I’ve knew her since sometime in elementary schools, but we’ve only become rather good friends only this year. i feel comfortale telling her thoughts about my life since she also has a lot going on with her family and has counseled many people before me. once in math class many months ago, as i was thinking about life and such, i told her i thought that i was suicidal, though not as seriously suicidal as i am now. since she did not respond, i assumed she didn’t hear me. then, after school, she asked me if i really felt […]
I suppose it all started a bit early into this school year, when i entered seventh grade. then i started to ask myself rather- in my opinion- deep questions and begun to become intrigued with the concept of suicide. it wasn’t exactly like ‘ i hate my entire life and want to die’ or ‘ oh, dying sounds fun!’ but really with a simple thought: isn’t it amazing that people can be so terrified of confronting a problem/problems in their lives that they directly face a obstacle that is so feared by society in total? that is how it started but, as my ideas […]
Yesterday, I hope you all had a sad Day of Silence Day, which is what i like to call it, just to be annoying and redundant. If you do not know already, the Day of Silence (Day) is for people who were bullied and harrassed due to their homosexuality, so for the whole day, you are not to speak a word, to feel what it is like to not speak your beliefs if you do not already. i’m for gay rights- or really any type of equality- so i did -or attempted to not- to talk all day. but i feel that the Day of […]
so pretty much i hate my life and i don’t want to live in a world like this anymore, so i am going to kill mysel. i try not to see it negatively. i’m a first-timer, so does anyone have any suggestions?