I will hang myself, next time I’m home alone, the soonest chance I get I will attemp, but I’m worried I’ll fail. also, I don’t know, maybe not quite %100 ready to die yet? %99.9? and that extra %0.1 is instint to survive? I will have a go. I have other, more lethal options if this does not work.
~Jaspar
I have no idea now, how I should kill myself, thats the only thing I think about anymore. I know we are not meant to discuss suicidal methods, but can someone help me?
I havn’t posted on here for a couple of months now. Things weren’t improving, but they weren’t getting worse either. But now, I feel so sick, sick with pain. I can feel every vein in my body, pumping tar into my heart. everyday I feel a bit worse. I havn’t been going to school. I don’t even see the point of school anymore. it’s a fucking waste of time. maybe I wont even have to kill myself, but my surrounding family will, through stress. I don’t know how I would kill myself, helium method?
I just, I thought I had help, but now it just feels […]
Hello, I’m new to the site.
My name is Jaspar and I think I’m going to die…
What to say? I came to this site out of desperation…I’ve tried everything, therapy, meds which just leave me feeling sick. nothing is working. I’m just so fucking tired. I’m scared, so very scared of dieing…but the pain of life is too great and Depression got the best of me. I’m actually almost…excited? that I may end my suffering and go into an eternal sleep. I just have to find the right method of suicide now. I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s like death is fucking calling me. My […]
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