No one can change who we really are.
We have our own Mind
& we Make our own Choices.
I may not be perfect, But no one is.
I do thing’s the way I want to.
I love who I am.
yesterday I realized, You can’t let anyone judge you for the mistakes you make.
What you do Is your responsibilty.
I honestly could care less of what anyone thought of me.
I am who I am and No one is going to change that.
I want to take a stand in this world.
So I’m Stupid?
I got raped when I was 11 & […]
Thegirlintheshadows
You thought I didn’t care..
I did.
You thought I was never there for You..
I was.
I hope this is your reality check..
Because I won’t be there when This all hit’s you.
So, Here is my suicide letter..
Dear Reader,
I’ve held this depression in way to long.
I know I may seem like a coward for doing This, But It’s my choice..
It’s not your fault, It’s mine.
I can’t stand the world anymore..
It’s a hell hole.
You’ve tried your hardest to make sure I am happy, But, Truth is, I never will be.
I want to be flying free in […]
You made me believe I was worth something.
You made me think thing’s would be okay.
Your the reason Why I am doing this.
I thought you loved me..But for you, Love isn’t a word.
I had a challenge..A whole new world to face..
With all these fears.
Obviously, You forgot, I can’t do this by myself.
You have a cold heart..& I hope you cry when You read this.
Suicide is my way out.
Just like cheating was your way out.
I hate who I am.
I’m stuck in a fantasy world.
I can talk all day about what I’m depressed about & It’s still there.
My depression get’s so bad, I can’t sleep for day’s..
I also have insomia..Which makes it worse..
& I’m also bipolar..
& Let’s just say, I’m not really skinny..I’m fat.
My mom died when I was 7 & She was never really around..
She devoted her life to drugs.
My dad..Well..He left when I was born..& He did drugs to..
The only hope I had was my grandma..
I held her hand while she took her last breath..
I can’t […]