I hate who I am.
I’m stuck in a fantasy world.
I can talk all day about what I’m depressed about & It’s still there.
My depression get’s so bad, I can’t sleep for day’s..
I also have insomia..Which makes it worse..
& I’m also bipolar..
& Let’s just say, I’m not really skinny..I’m fat.
My mom died when I was 7 & She was never really around..
She devoted her life to drugs.
My dad..Well..He left when I was born..& He did drugs to..
The only hope I had was my grandma..
I held her hand while she took her last breath..
I can’t really show Who I am to any one..I always have to fake a smile..
I’m Just one Big Bowl Of depression, That hates herself, For not being strong.
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I feel so sorry for you, i am saddened by the death of your mother and the walking out of your father.
Mine are still here, if you want to die, i understand i will not try to talk you out of it or nothing here are the methods.
http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4167558/Suicide_And_Attempted_Suicide_-_(Ebook-Scan)_Geo_Stone.pdf (Click download and save it in your docments)
Wikipedia – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_methods
Alt.Suicide.Holday – http://www.ctrl-c.liu.se/~ingvar/methods/
Hanging – http://ash.notearthday.org/suspension.html
Rest in peace Thegirlintheshadows
I only want to ease your pain and agony.
In-La-Kesh, I Love You.
Thanks.. I love You to.. I do want to die..Just to see how many people acctually cared.
Do not forget to write a note, oh and think long and hard about the method you will choose.
I chosed cutting and tied it, but paniced, so now i am trying suspenstion hanging, it is simple, all i need is a belt and a cloth.
Thanks.