i met a boy but i fall to fast and i dont think he likes me but i like him and god ugh if this dosent work out i give up all hope of finding love
well i have a list of things to do before i kill myself and i can cross one off but depending on how things go idk im just scared
My birthday is saturdray i turn 16 i want to end it on sunday but going back to school and seeing my bestfriend and her making all these plans with me and just idk making jokes and laughing i LOVE laughing it always makes me feel better and idk it just sucks when i get home cause then i dont laugh anymore and i will miss her. and the reason doing this isnt that hard is because i already know how my family will react but i knew they will be 99% fine in maybe a year and you know they will all be stronger […]
I havent picked a date yet. It might be soon or i might wait until i finish my list of things to do before i die. I havent wrote that yet i guess ill start now.
1. Tell him how i feel.
2. have a different last kiss
3. Sneak out
4. Watch every edgy movie before i die
5. Make love
6. fuck
7. Read really sad books with happy endings cause ill never have one
8. Hold my breath underwater for 1 min
9. cuddle someone
10. Fall in love then maybe i wont have to do this.
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