I havent picked a date yet. It might be soon or i might wait until i finish my list of things to do before i die. I havent wrote that yet i guess ill start now.
1. Tell him how i feel.
2. have a different last kiss
3. Sneak out
4. Watch every edgy movie before i die
5. Make love
6. fuck
7. Read really sad books with happy endings cause ill never have one
8. Hold my breath underwater for 1 min
9. cuddle someone
10. Fall in love then maybe i wont have to do this.
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You can’t say you will never have a happy ending just because it hasn’t happened yet. Please just give it a chance.
pretty good but #10 is usually at the top. 🙂
i mean for some people yea but for me its really the last thing
Number 10 pretty much indicates your ambivalence of this decision. Not saying you aren’t serious, because suicide ideation has to be taken serious as any. However, it just says to me that number 10 is your last call before you take that bus. You still have hope. That’s all I’m saying.
yea i mean i guess if i fall in love it might just make me stay longer but it all comes to a end at some point so idk