i am numb. i am invisble. i am stuck in life. i was a mistake. i am not supposed to be here. i am pointless. why are we on this earth? just to reproduce? whats the point? should i be glad to be human? ha im not. being the most intelegent we feel the most pain. as i waste away in my tears i remember a time when i was happy and free. when you werent judged. i should just go now. i have caused so much pain to to others. i am done. sorry is just a word. i cannot undo anything i have […]
i was never happy. how could i be? i am colorblind. i can see colors…but they have no meaning. no feelings, no happiness. there are 7 billion people in this world. i am only one. one. just one. small and useless i waste away. my past haunts me, nagging at my every thought. happiness is only short and temporary but i soak it in while it lasts. im sorry. ok im not fuking perfet, get over it. i might not text back right away. i might not always smell ilke rainbows and unicorns. my hair might not be amazingly lush and flowing, i might have […]