theunknown777

Hello,

A few days ago I came up with a plan, a plan that I will try to follow as a last effort to find a real meaning in life. (you can read it here http://suicideproject.org/2014/01/ive-got-my-plan/ ).

In the meantime I feel the need to have at least my exit plan ready. I know the way, I’m not mentioning it coz it’d be against the rules, but I’ve got several issues that I don’t have answers to (and of course nobody to discuss them with) and I could really use some help.

-Make it look like an actual suicide or create doubts?

I feel that by creating doubts I’d make […]

Hey there,

Second post in here and the last days have been tough for me. In this really depressing period I managed to get my shit together, organize my thoughts and come up with a plan for my life, or its end.

I’m giving it a last try, an effort to make me a better man, see if I can make some good for the world and decide if this is something that can give me a reason to keep going on. I’m giving myself till June 1 to reconsider my decision to exit, not out of fear of death but out of my will to give […]

Hey there,

It’s been 9 long months of depression and sleeping disorder caused by breaking up after a loooong relationship.

I had depression again in the past, both when I was a kid, a teenager (excessive pressure from parents) and an adult, for various different reasons, including illness (temporary, but 3 months and loads of meds “worked wonders” on me), but managed to fight them each time.

I also had suicidal thoughts since I was a kid, never tried it though, but I’ve got to admit that I never was closer than I am in these 9 months. Managed to keep living without any attempts, getting professional help […]