I don’t say how I’m feeling to my friends. They’re all too busy with their everyday life to even focus on me, I know that this sounds a little self centered, but I’ve told my friends how I really feel, and I usually get the same response: ”What is so bad in your life?” ”What is happening that makes you feel this way?” ”What is so wrong?” They don’t get it. I don’t feel this way to impress them. I don’t hurt myself to entertain them. I don’t do it for anyone, because they don’t get how dark it is in my head, they don’t […]
