i hate myself. like actually hate myself. i want to end it all but the only thing that stops me is my little sister.
my name is Abi. 18 years old. I’m a *****.
every time i get close with a guy i get terrified for no fucking reason. I can’t commit. ever. I’ve never had a boyfriend. I want one sometimes but then i get too close and freak out. This has happened so many times and every guy it’s happened with ends up hating me and all their friends do. i feel broken. why cant i have a simple relationship without getting freaked out? why […]