What am I afraid of?
I guess the feeling that I am completely alone and that there was nobody to help me. In that moment, I felt all the other times in my life when I had been left alone and in pain. It felt like a knife was jabbing into an open wound on my chest. I could barely breathe, My sadness was so deep that it blinded me to any other realities. My biggest fear has surfaced. I believed that I would be stuck forever in the empty, painful feeling of my loneliness.
At work….can’t stop crying between patients. Â My wife left me about 7 months ago. I finally got to talk to her and she acted like a total stranger with me. There was apathy on her side. She hates me …even thought i didn’t do anything to her…cheating…hitting…nothing. She just stop loving me. I am taking med now..but they are helping just a little bit. I still want too take sleeping pill and never wake up. My wife wouldn’t give a shit anyway….i am death to her….why not be dead in real life then
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My wife left me about 6 weeks ago….i email her to talk to her. She hasn’t talk to since she left. I am dying. I am at work…crying between patients…i want death in my life. I want to end this pain….this ache. I don’t know what the hell I did that get me this silent treatment. She is killing me….
I am crying she has moved on. She does not care that I cry and she is not crying after me.SHE DOES NOT CARE
It been 6 weeks now since she left
Today…going to the lawyer to sign paper of my net worth after work.
Today was very very bad. I had a breakdown and one of my medical assistant who was divorce help me through. I went to see my PCP to get some med. for depression. I feel like killing myself.
I want to call my wife up….to try to talk to her.
I have been sleeping in the other room instead of my bedroom….that doesn’t really help. I really can’t sleep at night.
My parent..are tired of me crying and being sad. They sent me back to my house. Dad telling […]
So my wife left me about one month ago. She was constantly lying to me. We would agree on something and she would do the total opposite. I would ask her question and know she was lying.
She is 10 years younger than me….and I had more wealth when we got married. She now makes more money than me. She also sign pre-nup before we got married. I brought a house with the money i sold from my apartment and the house is under my name.
Well fast forward a year later…she tells me that she want the house under her name and she won’t help with […]
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