Ok, I live alone in a small one bedroom condo.  I tried hanging and finally got a good rope made in my closet.  It will work as when I did it I got light headed.  Trouble is I panic and then stop.  It is just so hard to do.  Thought about jumping from high above however I am so afraid of heights and know that I could never do that.  In Japan people get a van and have a charcoal grill in it.  Everyone in the van dies very peacefully.  Trouble is its not to popular in the U.S.  I never even light a charcoal grill before […]
I have been reading here so I will explain why I want to go now. Â About a year and a half ago my wife had her job transferred to another city. Â As we own a condo and the market was very bad we could not sell. Â So we lived separate for a while. Â As my job was eliminated in May I thought it would now be a good time to go and be with my wife. Â However something changed. Â She hardly speaks to me and just last week said she wants a divorce. Â This was such a shock as I thought we were so […]