I have been reading here so I will explain why I want to go now. Â About a year and a half ago my wife had her job transferred to another city. Â As we own a condo and the market was very bad we could not sell. Â So we lived separate for a while. Â As my job was eliminated in May I thought it would now be a good time to go and be with my wife. Â However something changed. Â She hardly speaks to me and just last week said she wants a divorce. Â This was such a shock as I thought we were so close. Â My wife is such an amazing woman and the thought of not spending my life with her makes me beyond depressed. Â I always thought that if something happened to her I would not be able to go on.
At my age now I am sure I want to go now.  So far with my research getting a car or a van with a charcoal grill is a very peaceful way to go.  Its done often in Japan.  However they normally do it in groups.
This is what I want to do.  But doing it myself make me nervous.  What if I fail?  Would ruin my car?  An old Van would work best I think.  I don’t have a van.
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If she’s having a hard time, she might regret her decision later. Are you sure there’s no way to stop the divorce?
Well I am trying everything that I can. I leave her phone messages about how I love her and e-mails. She just is not replying. I wish I could just close my eyes peacefully and not wake up.
Well obviously i don’t know enough about your situation to solve it for you, but it might be best to not do anything dramatic yet. A suicide might ruin her life too you know, which i’m sure you don’t want if you love her.
The feeling of wanting not wanting to wake up, or wanting to disappear is something many of us share i think. I do atleast. Do remember though that this is a quite recent incident, it might be worthwhile to wait and see how things develop.
Again, i don’t have much information about your situation so, yea 🙂
Well right now I am researching the best method to go and trying to find others in my situation. I would go now if I was not so afraid. Feel better to find others like they do in Japan and such.
“I leave her phone messages about how I love her and e-mails. She just is not replying”.
Snap out of this ‘love’ delusion. This relationship has run its course. Nothing lasts forever. Dust yourself off. Take a hot shower, put on fresh clean shirt, and go for a walk. Plenty more fish in the sea. Good luck out there.