I haven’t eaten or drunk anything for two days. My parents called the doctor. He’ll be here in an hour and I’m really scared.
I just want to die…
Why do I have to wake up every morning?
About two months ago I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and depression. I started treatment at a psychological hospital (or whatever it’s called). It was pure hell at first, but after a while I think I kind of just accepted my condition. I managed to gain a little weight. But seeing the number on the scale increasing, and knowing it would keep on like this under their control, tricked something in me; the anxiety around my body and weight started getting worse, to the point where I’m screaming out or sometimes just lay unable to breathe. This voice in my head is telling me terrible […]