So, I want to die.
I am 30, and have been suicidal since I was 12, that I can recall. Why? My mother married a redneck Hitler wannabe when I was 5, and changed my surname to his. All my mother ever did was work to support us, and so I was essentially raised by this racist, psychotic sociopath who ruined me. What I mean by that is: he beat me down physically, spiritually, emotionally, and mentally. (My father was not in the picture, by his own choosing.) My mother’s husband ruined me completely.
I have no self worth, no self control, no self confidence, and no […]