I am worthless… and what’s worse is I know I don’t like me I don’t think other people really do either. I’ve been through more in 30 years than most within the worst circumstances will have to deal with. All I want is the curage to press that much harder on the blade… I hate me. For so many reasons I don’t deserve life but what ever governs this world won’t see fit to let my suffering end. Haunted with only 1 way out but too much of a baby to do it. I don’t want to deal with it anymore […]