I feel so disgusting, used and pathetic right now. I think I should be over what happened by now and the fact that I’m not only makes me wonder, “Why bother? It will always bother you.” If this is the case, why keep going? I’m bipolar, diagnosed when I was 13 and now I’m 22 and worse than ever. I should be getting better, but I’m not. I felt pressured into have sex with a guy in class and throughout the semester we did a few more times. Now the semester is over and he doesn’t talk to me at all. I feel so sick […]