I have had the worse five months of my life; anxiety, bdd, everything has destroyed me and who I am. I look fucking 10 years older. I think it is time for me to go; the only comfortable thought I have: Suicide.
Why go on living ?
In the very near future I’ll be diving into nothingness. The last five years have been a misery for me; with so much potential I became a– nothing. Every year gave me a new thing to worry about. I’m sick of this. So, my plan to completely runaway and live in the ‘nowhere’ will be in full force soon. Goodbye all.
The last two month’s have been the worse month’s of my life. I have destroyed my master’s degree, relationship with parents and have no friends around me, all for stupid, pathetic, childish reasons and obsessions. Will my end be suicide ?: I doubt it. However, I will be running away, at least. I was obviously born with a defect. I seldom know what else to say– I have merely destroy my self; another dust in the wind, taken away, thrown into the depths of nothingness.
Goodbye everyone.