This world… Has no peace.
You may scream and beg… Your pleas are vetoed.
Curse and yell all you want… You’re brushed to a lonely dark.
Every shuddering pain… Overlaps your life.
Sitting in this moon tonight.
Its light almost blinds me..
I feel vulnerable to natures grasp.
Soon… I hope I’m as cold as the ground I lay.
Haven’t been here for awhile. Mabye that’s a good thing in some ways. I just wanted everyone to know no matter how bad it seems it gona get better. At some point you will be ok. A quote that’s always helped me when things keep spiralling is “Its gotta get worse before it gets better”. I hope mabye if someone reads this it can help them as much as it has helped me.
Title pretty much says it all. What really is the point? I cant find one and many other people cant find a reason to stay on this piece of dirt we call home. I’m tired of having all this stuff shoved down my throat about and how sacred it is. Pretty much I’m saying fuck it and throwing everything away
I had an abusive older brother that lived with me through the ages 8-12. Things he did to me.. only one that scars me for the rest of my life. He slit my arms tied me up and put me in a box for a week. They said it was a miracle that the odds of me making it were in the negatives. I hated him ever since then. He died recently. The only thing mentioned in his last words was how much he regrets all he did to me and wished I could forgive him.. I think I’m done with life I feel horrible […]
This was from my journal i cut out alot of it. I apologize in advance if you think im just crying out.
why am i not good enough for you momma? why do i feel unloved by you? why do i feel like a pile of **** when we talk momma? momma why have you hurt me enough to lead to trying to kill myself? please momma i need answers for my feelings. i want you to love me momma. why do i have all these scars momma? why do i feel empty when i hug you? momma your son loves you and does all he can […]
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