I need to keep going. I need to have faith in myself. I can change and I will. There is nothing I can’t do and definitely nothing that can stop me. This life is worth living for the simple fact that I want to see myself improve. I will die some day by old age anyways, so why not stick around and experience the bad with the good? Love my girlfriend, prove people wrong, make something out of myself. Sometimes, I think that I’m just too sensitive and overreacting. Maybe I am, but it’s not my fault I am like this. I need to adapt […]
I don’t know how to start. I don’t really know what’s the main problem. I know I have a shitty life and I am kind of used to it. It sucks that I have to dissapoint everyone I care for, but I am used to it. I could go on without giving it too much thought, but the problem is my girlfriend. (I’m 21, she is 19). She is a constant reminder that I am not good enough and that I don’t deserve her. She reminds me all the time of how I dated my ex (which was fat, ugly and stupid) and how she […]