I still have feelings of getting revenge on those people who hurted me. Because of them i’m stuck in homeschool, away from society. Is there anyway to stop the feeling of revenge? In all honesty, I had to watch porn and masturbate alot to feel better…please help.
My name is Paulie, my last name never revealed. I was a tunkhannock kid. Born with ASD, rejected by my father because he never believed I had it. I was verbally and physically abused as a small child because I was different. My mother took care of me the most, I was afraid of my father, everytime I looked in his eyes, I could see hatred in them. After my parents went through a messy divorce, I went to visit my father again, but as always I was afraid of him. He was short tempered, barely saw him because he was fighting in the war. […]