When someone says ‘I love you’ You’re supposed to be happy, right? Well when he said that to me i just made me cut. Another person who will loose me if I was to commit suicide. I’m just a kid to most of you. But I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me? It is killing me inside. I used to be so happy…
I am in so much pain inside me it is unreal. I never show it but it is just slowly eating away at me. I sit there and claw and cut at my skin. It just makes me feel so much better. It is the only way to make me feel better. When the first drop of blood hits the floor I feel so different.. so much better.. but then it all comes flooding back again. Is this wrong? Is it right? Help me someone. Please.
I feel so unwanted on this earth. I just want to curl up and die most of the time. IÂ get so angry for no reason and everyone excepts me to do so well in my final exams. I am under so much pressure. People always talk about me or tell me I am not good enough. There is always some sort of rumour about me like ‘She has Bulimia’ ‘She is a slut’ ‘She is a fat whore’ Why target me? I just want to die. Most of you are probably like ‘She has nothing wrong in her life. People are well worse off […]