most of the time i hate myself too much to believe i can truly love back, but sometimes it feels nice to try
Do you think it would soften the blow leaving my mom all the money ive saved over the years, tens of thousands. After i do it i mean.
i cant wait til shes gone
Been weirdly feeling happier about realizing that I’m slowly building up the courage to finally do it….
I’m still not sure that I ever will but today I felt just a bit closer to that point and somehow that makes me feel happier for some reason… maybe its just the sense of having a goal