Whether that be through a botched surgery or adverse effect to a medication? Â For me personally my life was ruined by my dentist who removed my mercury fillings without using proper precautions and exposed me to a shitload of mercury and basically destroyed my brain. Â I then got tested for my mercury levels but for some reason they showed up at “normal” levels whatever that means. Â I know I’m poisoned though so psychologists/psychiatrists called me delusional and gave me the diagnosis of schizophrenia. Â My life is over and has been for quite some time. Â Is this all there is to life?
But I’m too much of a ***** to do it.  I don’t want to die but I feel like I have no other choice.  I’m so fucking miserable.  There has to be more to life than this.  I cry myself to sleep every-night  I pray to a god that doesn’t exist.  Somebody help me.  =(
But I have had one previous “attempt” and landed in a psych ward.  I signed that pledge not to buy firearms but I’m not sure if it’s relevant now because I’m in the South as opposed to the gun grabbers in California.  If I hypothetically went to Wal-Mart to buy a shotgun would they question me or stop me from buying a shotgun?  I’m planning on doing out in the forest.  Wow life has to be some sort of  a cruel joke.  The gods want me to suffer….\
Why can’t I just have a peaceful death from ********? Â The religious idiots want humanity to suffer and […]
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