Ive contimplated suicide since i was 14 years old but never had the balls to do anything about it. Its 16 years later and I still cant shake the fact that i do not belong here. I come from a long line of losers and drug addicts. I used drugs for 15 years and it was the only thing that worked for me. Drank alot too. By the time i reached 27 i had developed cirrhosis and decided to get clean. It was great for a while but my skin turned back to its original color and i got better. Its 3 years later now […]