Here I am 2 years later and I feel no different. My room is my favourite place to be, where I don’t have to prove my value to anyone. Between my family and my friends, I feel no love. I am the least favourite. I’ll try my best to check up on everyone, but I can go days, weeks and months without even messaging and noone would care. It’s a mental battle everyday to tell myself I’m loved and people care, but I know within my heart I’m only telling myself a lie. Sometimes I wish things were different, I wish I meant something to […]
I feel so lonely and tired. Feel so unwanted. I’m nobody’s favourite person, nobody cares about me. Everyday I’m waiting for a text from someone, a friend, just asking if I’m okay. Days, weeks nothing, nobody cares about me. I don’t matter to anybody, I’m not important to anyone.