Tonight’s the night, bus ticket in hand.
It’s funny I can already see my stop yet I’m still here thinking of everyone on this site. I guess i just wanted to say thank you to all of you for helping me through this horrible year and i wish everyone of you all the very best
Be Happy I WIll Be 🙂
Does anyone here take the new anti depressant valdoxan?
And does it help?
Death by 1001 paper cuts
I’m tired of pretending.
I’m tired of it all.
Any ideas ??
Damn you my sharp and shiney razor.
Why do you always make me feel so good??
I’ve finally done it, Only took me almost two years to say no more.
No more doctors. No more pchycologists. No more meds. No more anything. I’m done with everything.
Its what i wanted. So why dont I feel good about it?
Damn Damn Damn
32 days clean from cutting UNTILL tonight.
Not worth saving
Does anyone here believe depression/suicidal thoughts is something that can be fully controlled by medication and therapy or can even be cured, or is it something people just say yes to, to get pchycologists and psychiatrists off there back?
If I wasn’t already having a bad day.
Damn those stupid door knocking god thumping freaks.
You know nothing about me so who are you to call me a damn sinner and NO i don’t want you to leave me a bible and NO I don’t want you coming back next week to teach me to love a god that don’t bloody exist
I dont know how this happened to me. Everyday I sit here trying to think differently, to feel different, to be different. I cant take it and I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Do I go do the one thing that I want so badly? The one thing that will take this horrible pain inside me away forever? Am I brave enough to take that final step of the cliffs edge?
No one can save me now!!!
I dont know what to do anymore. I just want it to stop even just for a litte while
What have I done wrong to be like this?
I’m broken and so so damn tired.
Why can’t I find the courage to just end all of this?
I’m tired of crying.
I’m tired if hurting.
I don’t know what to do anymore 🙁
For making me feel like absolute crap even more then I already do. Thank you thank you thank you. Yes I know I’m stupid. YES I know I’m not trying hard enough. And YES the only thing keeping me alive rite now is knowing it Can be all over soon
Happy Birthday to me 🙁 there is nothing like a birthday to really show you how pathetic and alone you really are.
Three months ago I decided tomorrow is/was going to be the day that I die. Ive waited so long for this day to come but now that its here I dont know if I can go through with it. Its not that I dont want to die anymore. I dont know tonight im really just so confused. Maybe im just a coward or afraid it wont work again …
Im Done. No more putting off the inevitable. Good luck everyone i wish you all the best.
I know thats a stupid question but its the only thing going through my mind right now. Its been 43 days since the last time. as hard as its been ive resisted the urge but today and right now i so badly need it. I need away to breath again. I cant take this anymore. I really dont know what else to do
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