all i think about is death, it consumes me.
these pills are a joke, i have been on too many to count on one hand, nothing agrees with my mind. My subconscious has already decided my fate and im tired im so fucking tired of arguing with it. Its winning and i dont know how to fight anymore. These pills are like lollies they are doing fuck all.
I dont want to be like this anymore im so sick of it. A big part of me wants to know what it feels like to truely laugh and smile without faking it, but i think that part of me died a […]