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unperfect_one

Hello. My name is Erica and I'm just going to get on right to it. I'm suicidal. I'm anorexic. I feel so empty that I crave pain. Now, I don't cut. I have six people living in our house, myself included. Instead, I simply shove my nails into my skin. I keep them really long just for that. I don't think I can be helped. I just need to know that someone is feeling this pain and maybe we can actually talk. I'm dying for a conversation with someone verbally abusing me.

How It All Began

by unperfect_one 11/28/2013

written by unperfect_one

Hey.

This is my first entry. I’ve never really been good with describing my pain or how I feel. So, bare with me, okay? I live in Montreal, Canada. My parents aren’t married and they have four kids, myself included. This has a lot to do in my life so it’s important that you note this.

I began to feel depressed when I was ten. My older sister, Veronica, was the main reason to my bullying. She always pushed me around and made me feel like shit. You might say that everyone feels like this at one point, right? Possibly. But what made this worst was that […]

11/28/2013 2 comments