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Unremembered

A light in the dark.

by Unremembered 6/10/2015

written by Unremembered

I went out with K again, and it helped a bit. I don’t know why. We didn’t do anything special. But we talked a lot, and now I know she’s like me. She sees the problems like I do. Well, not as much as I do, but a lot more than most people I know.

I still feel strange. Out of place. Like I’m from somewhere else. I still see the problems. The issues. But now I don’t feel hopeless. I feel like there’s a solution. Like there is a way out. A light in the dark. K showed me that.

I still have near to no faith […]

6/10/2015 0 comment

I’m afraid I’ll disappear.

by Unremembered 6/8/2015

written by Unremembered

I’m starting to have memory issues.

Sometimes, I forget I did simple things like brush my teeth or take a shower. After exams, I sometimes don’t remember anything about what the exam was about, and…

I’m scared. I’m afraid I’ll disappear. Fade out. Because if I forget everything about myself, am I still myself? Or am I just some empty shell, waiting to drop dead? A shadow? Because you know what happens to a shadow when it’s put in bright light, right? It disappears.

I don’t personally believe in God. Simply because if He was really all-loving and all-powerful, would He really leave us with things like misery, […]

6/8/2015 2 comments

I don’t know what to beleive…

by Unremembered 6/7/2015

written by Unremembered

Hi. I’m new here.

I don’t know what to beleive in.

Hope is useless.

The last time I actually had fun was a long while ago. I don’t have anything I really care about.

I guess what I’m saying is I don’t feel like I have a purpose. I have no reason to be. And when something I own has no reason to be, it accumulates dust in my closet.

I don’t want to accumulate dust in the closet. I want to do something.

I have a couple friends but I… I don’t know if… I don’t know whose side they’re on. I know a girl and we go out sometimes, but she […]

6/7/2015 2 comments